4.23.2009

drama beats.

thus nearly concludes the most controversial week in my high school career. maybe even my life career. i managed to make it this far without any such dramatics, and now in my last month and a half of high school, i got hit with a major facial..as lays would say. i don't handle difficult situations like these very well. in fact, i hate them with a passion. but, i'm sick of feeling like crap, and although things haven't been solved as smoothly as i'd wish, all will eventually be well. i'm ready to put it behind me. my boys from JEW said it best: "if i don't let myself be happy now, then when? if not now, when?" so that's what i'm doing, letting myself be happy. 

happy because...
-me and my girl j-lev are officially residents of david john hall come fall.
-we got the same exact room that marquez inhabited this year, so it's sure to bring us extra luck!
-this track season, while not yet up to expectations, has been a success.
-i rode my bike to the gym yesterday and got real excited to have that as my main form of transportation next year.
-i kicked butt on my book quiz for mast even though i read the book in december.
-kori brought me amish pretzels!!!!!
-we continued the tradition of dinner at applebee's after the last home meet of the year.
-i enjoyed a "zesty" quesadilla burger.
-i fell asleep at 8:00 last night! and that is nothing short of a miracle.
-i survived an entire freakin hot bikram yoga class with kb. probably one of the hardest things i've ever done.
-i have friends who are willing to talk me through anything and who really love me and know i love them.
-this one kid is real real good to me all the time :).
-this unnecessarily stressful prom situation is finally pretty much resolved!!

call me naive, but i am going to continue avoiding anything upsetting for now, because truthfully i enjoy being blissfully unaware of drama. because everyone is happy and nice and friendly and helpful and has generally good intentions, right?? that's what i thought. on that note, i am thrilled to say that i will be joining jessica and kori's ward tomorrow on their pioneer trek! if you knew me well enough you would not be that surprised that i am so anxiously looking forward to hiking ten miles in a homemade skirt while pulling a handcart. i'm weird like that. idiosyncratic in fact. to use a word from the ap english review today. bring on the absence of pesky electronics, i was born to sing pioneer songs and escape the 21st century!

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